It's Her World...

When You Love Someone

2009-11-23T03:36:00.002+08:00

When you love someone
You'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain

You'll shoot the moon
Put out the sun
When you love someone
You'll deny the truth
Believe a lie

There'll be times that you believe you can really fly
But your lonely nights have just began
When you love someone

When you love someone
You feel it deep inside
And nothing else could ever change your mind

When you want someone
When you need someone
When you love someone

When you love someone
You'll sacrifice
You'd give it everything you got
And you won't think twice
You'll risk it all
No matter what may come

When you love someone
You'll shoot the moon
Put out the sun

When you love someone...

I love you Mohammad Syafiq Bin Sa'ad.

all this people

2009-10-29T01:45:00.000+08:00

hello peoples!

im longing to blog about this... i've been out for the past few days with my sister to go look for her stuffs for graduation and all and we had some unplesant experiences here and there...

let me start with Customer Service...so we were out haunting for a ball dress for kak iqa right, so we drop by this somehow or rather "look exclusive" dress shop in Vivo (Don't know the name of the shop but i'll never ever step foot in that shop ever again) and what pisses me off to the core is that from the moment we step in the shop, ( & we hung around looking at their dresses for at least 10 mins) and til we step out, the bloody lady sitting at the counter didn't even bother to look up to even welcome or even say goodbye to her precious customer...Bloody hell! i curse that shop til the end... what kind of service is that.. i don't know how the hell they even make business..
and so yea, the other shitty service we got, was from a shop called "EUGU---??" (not sure of the weird name) in Marina Square, but oh yea, this is the shop kak iqa got her pretty dress... but whatever it is... im still mad at the irritating, racist shitty lady... from the start, she didn't really bother to layan us much... like as though we didn't have the money to pay... Whatever!... but the thing that freaking pissed me was the fact that the way she actually layan her own race people...
it was soo obviously UNFair!... she treat them with a huge smile and she picks out different type of dresses for them to choose and heels to see what the dress wld look like in heels...
But kak iqa had nothing of that service.... she serve us like she didn't want to and to see that infront of my own eyes, the racism...this is real world huh'... man, i really thought that this is something i should and want to blog about... about how customer service in singapore SUCK BIG TIME!!!!!!!!

1 more incident i wanna blog about which happen just today,,... A Bunch Of American Idiot guys!!!... Okay, What would u think or say when a foreigner asking, Where is the electronic Towers ?? a normal singaporean reaction would deffinitely be confuse with 1 eyebrow up... not that we don't understand ENglish but because there's no such thing as electronic towers in singapore..stupid bunch of american guys... ok, this is what happen right.. Kak iqa& me was in the MRT and this american guy came up all the way from the other side of cabin to ask this bunch of school boys that stupid question of his.. "where is the electronic towers?"... so obviously, the school boys looked puzzled.. and this guy speak to them loud, clear & Slowly like they're stupid, asking them weather they know how to speak english... and he pick out 1 of the boys ear piece when he said electronic... how Rude is that???? i mean i find that rude to the max... everyone in the train was looking and poor school boys trying to figure out where the electronic towers are..... Bloody Bunch Of American Idiot guys!!!

it's been soo long....

2009-10-23T11:34:00.002+08:00

alrighty.... so i know i haven't been bloging now a days... been too lazy and buzy to blog.. i must make time for blogging now.. at least 1times per week... but soetimes i just don't know what i have to say... since my life is not that soo drama mama at the moment.. been too much of a boring person i think.... hmm......

oh well, so current news, i have sign up myself to Amore, fitness club/gym... so yea, something different.. so im payin $88 per month for this and i hope to see a different me in a few months time... im alone in this.. i haven't got a friend to join me... im all miss independent....haha'... tell u the truth im really scared inside... and i don't know if i would like it... so ow i have to make full use of the equipments & activities there kan... swimming pool... cool'.... but would it still be cool to do all that alone? not to have someone to share it with?? will i be able to do all that alone.. make new friends??? this is hell scary for me...... big step and im not too sure abt it... but kak iqa always say "there's always the first in everything u do..." so i shld not be scared! i shld not be scared! i shld not be scared! Think POSITIVE....

nway, i gtg now... update again soon... toodles people~

2009-09-26T04:18:00.002+08:00

I hate it when we fight... tak suka gaduh-gaduh.... benci lahhh tersangat..... why lah? why ???
why must i be jealous? and why doesn't he understand that i hate it when she msg him? why must she msg him at the 1st place? 3-4 times a week? tak banyak sangat ke??? nak gossip pun tak payah off working hours pe?? why this & why that??? why??? why??? why???

tak suka tak suka tak suka......

I Hate being Jealous!!!

2009-09-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

I was browsing through Erra's song today on youtube and i stumble to one of my most favourite song of her's and Yusri..

UCAPKANLAH...

Kadangkala aku rasa ingin luahkan segalanya
Rahsia yang tersimpan di dada sekian lama
Namun kelu terus membisu menatap wajahmu
Daku malu tapi tak mahu kehilanganmu
Ucapkanlah cinta
Ucapkan ku saja yang kau perlu setiap waktu
Sepanjang hayatmu
Ucapkan kau rindu
Daku yang kau mahu
Yang kau cari telah kau temui
Ku tidak tertahan lagi untuk mengaku ku cinta mu

Dan kadangkala kita hanya sedar keindahannya
Apabila ia sudah tiada di depan mata
Tidak rela kulepaskan satu-satunya insan
Yang berikan ku segala makna kehidupan

Andai daku kau terima lebih dari teman biasa
Daku kan setia tak kubenarkan kau berairmata
Andai kau terima cintaku
Daku kan belaikan tanganmu
Di penghujung waktu kau dan aku di dunia

This i Must Post..

2009-09-01T12:26:00.002+08:00

okay, so have u heard that i trip and fell and sprain my right foot?!

shessh, sungguh memalukan... infront of god knows how many people lah kan..!
i fell right infront of tampines mrt station... it was crowded but sadly not 1 kind soul came to asked if everything was alright.... not that i was expecting it but i was imagining, what if i was all alone and no1 was there to give a hand.?... sheessh!

Heal my precious foot... Heal fast for raya....

Trying..........

2009-07-20T23:01:00.003+08:00

heylos..... so recently, i've been feeling low... emotional, mentally, physically low..... tired of working... mentally shag.... been thinking too much... i don't know whats up with me nowadays... i think too much.. i think im a bad person... i've been selfish, egoistic, 2-face biatch.... im not in control of myself anymore and forgot how to do so. i follow my emotion too much that i think sometimes im a crazy daughther,sister, girlfriend & friend. i have not been myself and i worry i might just lose the people i love the most.

and so i called my sister (the bestest sister anyone cld have), i feel that she could understand me the most... and she did...the always and ever life saver and her advice cum motivation helped me pull thru the night.. i broke down and had the best cry after so long of frustration... im a whiner i know but hey' what the heck... i need a breather once awhile.. i need to ventilate... live my life and u'll know what i mean.

so im not perfect... no one is... why bother? i must start a new and be positive... always look on the bright sight and appreciate every lil thing and everyone in my life. im trying......................

2009-07-05T22:21:00.002+08:00

the Hate's Ex-Girlfriend sydrome is haunting me right now... why am i soo paranoid anyway?? if he love me that much, wouldn't he stick with me??... Im just a jealous freako, i guess... i don't get why i must feel this way... can i not feel this way?... Im not suppose to be like this. the jealous over ex-girlfriend. do i even have the right? he did told me once that i don't have the rights to say bad things about her... i don't know her.
well, yea i don't know her but i do know that he was soo in love with her once upon a time.. sheesshh!!! Nadia... What is the matter with me?? Someone,... i need some love guru advice....

best sey lagu ni...

2009-06-18T16:42:00.002+08:00

Third day in ward and im lovin' it... maybe pasal there's full manpower kot... but oh well, i think im liking my ward.. the staffs are great.. the sister is great.. and the abang-abang cisco pun great.. it's great that we do not have callbells, do not have visitors, no interruption.. and everywhere you go also got escort ( who don't want right? ) and now i realise i won't be that alone during night shift.. won't have to be that afraid nomore... yeay!!! i like!!!!

okay, im soo addicted to this song. Kantoi by Zee Avi (go check it out on youtube ya')
Lyrics
Semalam i call you, you tak answer
you kata you keluar pergi dinner
you kata you keluar dengan kawan you
but when i called Tommy he said it wasn't true
So i drove my car, pergi Damansara
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola
tapi bila i sampai you, you tak ada
lagi lah i jadi gila...

So i called and called sampai you answer
you kata "sorry sayang, tadi tak dengar'' ( this is sooo true... kenape lah all guys suka nah
my phone was on silent, i was at the gym line ni )
tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain
sudah lah sayang i don't believe you
for i always known that you weren't so never true
why am i with you, i pun tak tahu
no wonder lah my friends semua tak suka you

so i guess that's the end of our story
akhir kata she accepted his apology
tapi last, last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too
with her ex boyfriend's best friend..... Tommy. KANTOI !

Welcome to reality

2009-06-14T19:44:00.004+08:00

Tommorrow's the big day.We are all going back to our respective wards.And im meeting my ward for the first time.very excited and i really hope that i'll like it there. our so-called honeymoon period has officially end last friday and our C.I Eugene gave us a big welcome to reality.. its no more teacher to back us up, it's just us on our 2 feets.. the huge responsibility is on us now.dealing with life & death. i tried not thinking about it because it's just freaking me out. so im just gonna do my very best! learn as much as i could and be the best nurse to my patients.

I miss my friends so very much... we got together yesterday and god knows when we are all meeting again. (guys, we have to set a date for another date?)... maybe this time we go batam spa together-gather ke???one day trip? harizah,harizah..aku tahu kau setuju dengan aku. :)

oh welll, only this time when we meet i hope they won't be talking about work in sgh... :P

2009-05-23T13:10:00.003+08:00

It's a whole week of lectures.... and lectures for another 3 more weeks. They say it's the honeymoon period.. i must say it's totally not honeymoon LAH, when all we do is sit and listen... learning, recapping, refreshing of memory i say... that's not honeymoon. It's like getting ready for a war,fight, exam.. like some competition..... it is afterall a very competitive world out there... when the asst. director of nursing was giving her talk, she was talking about all sorts of stuff...Interesting indeed! sometimes demorallizing.... i remembered she was asking 'What do you see yourself in 3 years time?'.. Honestly, i really don't know... i don't know if i'll ever be a registered Nurse... Looks like im just demoralize at the moment. i really have to work hard and enjoy my work to score that staff appraisal... or else im just equivalent to dead!...

oh well, enough of that.. i need to do some thanking!!!
i have a list of people to thank and i'd like to thank them here in my blog.... :)

* to Kak Long Yati..... im soo glad i borrowed that formal outfit from you because that top really made me feel like a stewardess... haha... tak dapat jadi stewardess, dapat berangan kat graduation pun jadi lah.... haha.. Thank you soo much!!

*to All/Everyone who visited my mother who was sick lately... thank you very much for the care and concern... i very much appreciate it!!! my mum is recovering well with all the support she got.. THANKS!!!!

*to Aunty Rahmah/Aunty Jan.... Thank you for getting the family a water filter kinda product called RX Water.... which cost like a thousand plus.. was a present to mum but benefits the family as well.... Appreciate it! thanks...

*to Kak yani and Kak ikin.... for spending time with me last sunday.. was hell lot of fun!!! from 12 noon to 2 am... was quite a talk huh'.... Thanks girls!!

ok...that's all for now...and thank you god im still alive!!! Amin.

Friends???

2009-05-05T18:26:00.002+08:00

why do i feel like not going for graduation anymore?? has the time past or i just can't stand the fact that i have to face a friend?? or shall i call it 'once upon a time friend' perhaps... i don't know.... it's just soo frustrating to know that 'yea, real friends are really hard to find'... it suck... and for people like me who thinks highly of my friends, who appreciate my friends, who doesn't want to lose a friend, who hates to know that i have enemies.... i guess everyone go through this kind of period whereby she thinks she's losing a friend.... what the hell am i talking about?? i grew up losing friends, making new friends.... so, why am i not used to it yet?? maybe because i thought i had something special, a friendship i cherish but its all going down the drain now...
come back to the real world nadia.... i guess it wasn't meant to be...so lets just let it go.

Pulau Buru

2009-05-03T19:25:00.003+08:00

Im sure it never too late to be blogging about my, a week ago trip to Pulau Buru.... My 1st ever trip (well, not really.... According to my parents i've been there once when i was 6 months old and i could remember nothing of coz) So basically this is my 1st ever trip that i could remember of to Pulau Buru... :)

So where do i start... life in Buru is just like any other kampung life anyone could imagine... Pokok kelapa, Air perigi, Rumah Pondok, Mosqitos, Hutan, cementry and lots of cats around etc, etc....(only that, we get special treatment as whatever we want we get it straight away.. Cool Kan) anyway, so i wasn't much prepared for all this when i said yes to the trip...

and i was overwhelmed...

for the first few hours i was traumatized with all the nyamuk bites, Cats (im scared of cats), Hot weather, TOILETS.... (and to make it worst, i really had to pee real bad when i first arrived).

And so i learn, Never to go Buru when there's a wedding because you do not get that much of the attention because everyone will be pretty much B.U.S.Y....and there wouldn't be bikes for us to be wondering about around the pulau. so, We were spilted into two groups to go visit kubur badang... it was hell of an experience riding the bike up, down hills into the jungle....

As promise, otak2 udang was handmade right there and then, espeacially for us... Sedap Gilerrr!!! im soo going to buru again for this otak2...

The Fresh Coconut drinks.... Wonderful!

Ini lah dia, Kubur Badang....

When we first arrived and noone was there to pick us up and i really had to pee really really bad...

We took this speedboat to pulau Buru from tg. Balai... Syiok tau... i thought i'd be scared but it was real fun and laju... best !!!

( but now that the mums tahu that there's a larger boat that stops to buru every now and then... i don't know if i'll ever get to ride on one of this anymore....)

despite the traumatizing, food poisoning bad experience.... I SOOO want to go to Buru again for sure... with my sister and all my beautiful cousins... And if you go with anak2 cik lamat, you'll get the extra treaments and feel like a princess.. who doesn't want to feel like a princess, tell me...

And yes, we tend to appriciate our climax, environment, toilets more... i know i do.

2009-03-27T22:25:00.002+08:00

alrighty..... pheww! finally i have uploaded all the pictures on facebook...from fiq's surprise b'day to phillipines and to our latest hang out day playing pool... and ohh man, it took me hours to upload all that...

2009-03-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

Im bringing SEXY back........ hehe.. no lah, what i meant was IM BACK!!! okay that's kinda lame but Who Cares! haha

Anyways, yes yes yes..... I Am A NURSE!! oh yeas i am... lucky future patients of mine... they will be pampered and well taken care of... *Blink2*

The busy preparing for hantarans and deco has officially end today...
Congratulations to Abg Hafidz who got engaged today !!! (so kakak Ateeqz, listen up... they are all expecting u after this as said by many just now..... It Aznilah&Latiff's turn to be pening with jumputans now... hahaha!)
Also Congratulations to "used-to-be-close" cousin of ours, Lukman Hakim who got married last weekend (FYI: Dengan sekali lafaz sahaja) Caya lah Man!!! & also kak fati who had her wedding ceremony together with her brother lah... Cheers!

Alhamdulillah... All my mum's hard work with the hantarans deco was appreciated, I Hope! but to my Ibu, All the deco was very well done!!! i love it!! Lotsa Credits to my Ibu....

okay.. so now i am free i will definitely have to find a good day, time to update my blog about my beautifool life and pictures to go with it kan.... will do SooN....

2009-02-18T20:37:00.002+08:00

okay... so what have i missed on the latest news updates...

*Im going to phillipines this early march

*Abg Hafidz getting enggaged soon... A real Shocker!!

*IM GRADUATING IN A FEW WEEKS TIME!!!!

*Love is still in the air... :) 3months and counting....

okay... mainly i think that's the hottest news at the moment lah kan....

Somehow or rather, i don't know why im feeling like this BUT i just can't wait to graduate... fickle lah pulak, hari tu tak nak graduate, now tak sabar nak graduate... Weird but that's how i feel. i can't wait to see what is going to happen to my life lah basically... No rushing it but to see people's life change with a blink of an eye, i too am afraid i might be trap in a situation im least expecting..iye lah, kita merancang, tuhan menentukan.. iye tak?
oh well, old saying... LIFE GOES ON...so keep on smiling baby!

Sleepless Nights

2009-02-06T17:38:00.004+08:00

And so i made it... made it through my 1st ever night duty.... yippididuda!!!!

1st night went really fast... maybe because we were excited and all... and yes i drank up lots of coffee and had lots of sour plums to keep me awake... 2nd day went by really slow unfortunately, even when we had lots of work and attended to lots of call bells and almost all of our patients were on 4 hourly para... and its also the 2nd day that we all encounter abnormal, eeiirry feelings in that ward that made us all had goosebumps... It all came out to this morning when we were having breakfast in McDonalds. Everyone had their share of stories.... SCARY!!!

But whatever it is.... YES! i've made it through my night and will be having more sleepless nights SooOn....

Birthday with Best Buds

2009-02-01T22:16:00.007+08:00

Best Buds, Harizah&HooDa with the excited B'day girl

The very Surprise, Happy, Excited, Paiseh a lil B'day Girl

B'day GiftsThe excited B'day girl

Syafiq & The Still Excited B'day Girl

The Fantastic Fours

WOOOOHHOO!!! i had the best surprise b'day celebration with my best buds today! (HoOda, Rizah & Fiq) Thanks yous guys!!!

they blanja me makan at pizza hut in Marina Square and soo we were just having fun talking and craping and playing with food and having the best time... then suddenly the music stop and the lights were dimmed and b'day tune went on... out came the pizza hut's staff with a plate of sliced cakes and flowers,Roses... i was soo freaking excited lahh to see who's b'day it was coz a few table away from us was this big family taking pictures and all. Really i didn't think it was for me at all... (but In my heart i was like, if only it was for me lah kan..)

AND Guess What??? IT WAS FOR MEEEE!!!

Excited gilerr lah kan when the pizza hut's staff came towards me, and everyone singing and clapping.... Paisehh lah jugak tapi what the heck.... A Surprise Party for me???? how sweet is that??? i love every moment of it and i'll cherish it til forever... really guys!!!! it was the sweetest b'day gift...And the flowers... my 1st!! AWWW!!! BEst lah jadi b'day girl!!!!!!!! (mcm ni b'day tiap hari pun takde masalah kan, cuma nanti tua nak mampus jee lah)

Legal 21

2009-01-31T20:58:00.002+08:00

Im 21 years old...... 9 more years i'll be 30... Ohh Shiot!!!

Anyway, Thank you for all the wishes from everyone who wish me last friday!!! i love you all!!!

Nope, didn't have any big party... just a small dinner with my family, thurday nite at an indian restaurant @ Velu's House.. with great indian food (fish head curry, chicken masala, king prawns sambal) and Vonderful entertainment music video's of great hits hindi songs..i Love IT!!! Vhat a Vay to celebvate my 21st b'day kan?? Thanks to beautiful mum who belanja... i love you!!!

On Friday Night after work i met up with fiqo to have dinner at McDonalds... That sweet Thang bought me Adidas Limited Edition watch and adidas Wallet !!!!! Caya lah....
And to top it of, I got my Chocolate Mousse Cake from Polar when i got home that evening from ibu!!

Thank YOu!!!! Thank You!!!! Thank You!!!!

2009-01-18T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hellozz people.... its been awhile since i blog...i know...lazy me... oh no, wait, not lazy lahh... B.U.Z.Y!!...

its been 2 weeks now of attachment, this is our last attachment and then off we go on our own.... an Enrolled Nurse, its scary to just think about it... i don't think im ready to be on my own yet... i guess i'll have to try since im basically gonna be on my own in the ward now because im teamed up with 'sememek' and her friend, so obviously im gonna be alone.. so i guess i'll have to learn to not depend on friends now coz i don't have any friendss... Shitzo !!!!
Starting from today im officially gonna be the most miserable girl in town.. but only for this 3 horrible weeks... DAMN IT!!! ( Maybe god plan all this to make me a better person..? humm... but im already a better person and i'll be a better, better person if i get to work with people i like) *SIGH*

oh well, life is hard and unfair and boring and it kinda sux for me right now... and i gotta live and learn............................

Its the new year..

2008-12-31T21:43:00.005+08:00

I feel that i should write up something before the new year, my last entry for 2008... :D
so, Can you believe it!?! its 2009 tommorrow.... A brand new year!!! to start fresh once again and live life... (Kalau panjang umur Inshyallah)

so... what have i got to look forward to this year??

* Graduation.... April intake 2007.. Yippadiduda.....
* An Enrolled Nurse to be in CGH. Confirm.
* Work, Work, Work.
* Wonderfool relationship with Prince Charming 'Fiqo'........
* Savings, Savings, Savings.
- to Fly off to NZ for Kak iqah's thingy.. (Don't really know what its called)
- Future aspect... to make my mama proud! hehehk (oh well, iyee lah, takkan lah tak nak kahwin kan and start a F.A.M.I.L.Y) haha.. berangan nadia berangan....

hmm... alot more actually, but i can't seem remember what to add on today.. hopefully my life would be more colourful, lively and interesting that just what is listed up there....

oh yeaa.. i forgot to add on my cousins weddings ( how could i forget)..... alotss of weddingss happeningss next year.... Kak Fati, Lukman, Angah.... kecoh, kecoh mesti kecoh.....

For now, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! to all........

God Bless! :D

kepala runsing

2008-12-12T14:57:00.002+08:00

HAISZZZZZ!!!!!!

okay, so i start off with a sigh... means... not good, not too good...
so i have this chalet to go to today lah kan and as per normal, the asking my parents so that i could stay over night is the most stressful part of all... and like i've always known the answer is 'NO'... not the 'i'll think about it 'NO', but just a strict 'N-O No'.... and when i asked 'why?' i get no reply.. oh wait! this was what dad replied, 'Perempuan tak pergi chalet ni semua'... What the 'TooT'?????... whats up with that?? sexist now??... This is soo freaking irritating!!!
Im freaking 20 and my freaking curfew is up to 10?? c'mon.... that's just not right! i have a life too and with them being all soo strict on me will just turn me into some rebellious kid one day.. is that what they really want???? What is it that they want?? someone help me.......

Syafiq's guineapigs died yesterday....Momok died in the morning then Bolla followed that evening... Kesian gilerr lah kat syafiq... he was extremely sad.. was pure sadness yesterday for both of us..( me with not getting the approval for chalet & Him with his pet ) Hais!

longing to blog

2008-12-10T12:08:00.002+08:00

it has been awhile since my updates... what do you expect, it HOLIDAY!!! yoohooo!
especially when sister is still here.... so yea, basically i've been busy... and internet was low for the past few days, so i didn't get internet excess..oh well, its been a week + + since exams and im starting to miss my friends.... can't wait for the chalet!!! ( which im abit pissed off about because there's a high chance of me not getting to over night, but as long as i get to go and hang out with my best buds, its fine with me ) but No... i still wanna stay over!!!!!! ARRGGHH!!!

Yesterday, a few friends of mine and i went over to Cathay to go catch the new movie 'Muallaf', movie was okay lah...leaves us hanging at the end which was like... What the hell??!!.... but quite a touching movie lahh.. sister bonding! i kinda like that lah!

We then went over to Marina Barrage, A beautifulll place.. lovely scenary.. think it'll be the next hot spots after esplanade... i love how we could walk through waters.... humm, don't think u guys might get what im trying to say.. i'll just post out the pictures soon.. then maybe u'll get a picture of what im trying to say... oh well, then dad had to call and spoil the evening.. basically shouting at me and asking me to come home.. ( i thought my curfew is up to 10pm?.. it was only 8+pm than)... we all enjoy the place 1st lah since we were already there.. and we left the beautiful place around 9+.. and Haikal zoom zoom to send me back to pasir ris...(Thank You Very much to Haikal)

When i got home, Dad didn't even wanna look at me...(marah sangat ke?) .... and today is his birthday.... i woke up this morning (niat dihati is to wish him 'happy b'day) and he still refuse to look at me.... i really don't get it, what is he so mad about? i got home, i got home before 10... shesshh! oh well, Sabar saja lah wahai hati..
Whatever it is! Happy Birthday to my Ayah!! i really wish u the best in life, Dipanjangkan umur, murah rezeki..Amin..and to always remain Happy because that is all that matters at the end of the day, As long as you are Happy! I love my Ayah!

Yesterday

2008-11-28T12:29:00.005+08:00

Pay 70 cents to Jess for Notes. Pleaseee

Nadia, where's your peace? Tak 'jiwa' ahh..

PCB Revision or... Not?

Cats & Dogs

Syahidah & Shikin

SooBee So Relax eh'...

Take turns for Jaslyn's Massage

Hooda & Fatin

Best Buds

Its SADDD that there will be nomore school after yesterday.... Its SADDD that im leaving my precious 'D' class for good... Extremely Sad!!! i'll miss my 'D' class to bits, my wacky,funny,crappy,nonsence/decent,camwhoring F.R.I.E.N.D.S...... shessshhh... I miss them already!!!
(Even tho' the class wasn't complete yesterday (Fezzah!!) but it's okay.. we'll c'ya around @ the chalet)
so... i haven't been blogging much this days..and i still owe the pictures im suppose to post like loong ago.. but its all in facebook...(so, do sign up facebook for pictures lah) hehe....
anyway.... i have alot to say actually but then i think its a little outdated now to blog... so i think i'll just post out the pictures we took yesterday.. EnJOY!!!

Happy Days

2008-11-17T22:05:00.002+08:00

Okay...Okayy... i have been collecting dust, yes kak ikin... i know, i know...

OH My God!! i have soo much to update and no time to write/type.... now where do i start?

Lets start with MY KAKAK kesayangan sudah selamat berada di singapore!!!! all the wait and now she's here... and i've been busy pun because of her lah.... we had a surprise welcome home cum belated b'day party for her on her arrival last thursday.... *Pics will be posted soon*

My weekend was a little hectic.. we had our cousin's wedding and yes we have alot of gossipingsSsS to do girls (not abt the wedding lah).... Tommorrow simpang session kan?? aLrighttttt.....

for now......HotsS for this song people.. *Winks*

"Lucky- Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat"
Do you hear me,I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

New Hair do

2008-11-08T20:23:00.005+08:00

Results

Its Perming... Its Perming

The chemical they put on my hair really stinks!

I was hooked to this machine for hair treatment

Yeah thats right... So what!!

okayyy,.... i itchily went over to the salon today after doing our beh. project, actually to just check out the pricing for hair-perming but then end up perming my hair... I seriously hated it when it was done (kept on thinking how im gonna get laugh at on monday coz i seriously thought i looked like MJ)..so i got home... cry a lil'...then look in the mirror... make myself up and then i started to kind of like it..so what the heck!! so what if people hate it, so what if people wanna comment on it, so what!!!
it'll grow and then i'll cut again and do crazy stuff with it.... and look like 'C-R-A-Z-Y'... but sO wHat!! It my Hair.. and i should be thankful that i have hair and be grateful that im still living and can still do crazy things to my hair...

2008-11-06T20:03:00.003+08:00

I've been abit too busy & lazy to blog lately.... my days are pretty much occupied with either doing projects or am just too tired and lazy (lazy=sleeping on the most comfortable bed in the world, 'MY' bed) hehe.. oh well, before i start crapping... i'd love to take this opportunity to wish my big sister a very Happy Birthday!!!!! she's 22 years old already... woohoo!! tua tuhh.... Had a blast celebating my sister's b'day with kak yani & kak ikin in swensen on the day itself..yeah that's right! (see kak iqa, even if ur not here in s'pore the spirit's still on...but the party won't start until your arrival to homeland yea??! yeay.. can't wait!!!!)

so.... today was Behavioural class test tauuu... and i think i did well... i mean... i answered all the questions,, just that i don't know if there are all correct... but i think i'll make it! didn't really study LAH, so if i fail punn.. then i think i deserve it LAH! (but oh god pe pe pe please pass me!!)
Happy Happy la la jee lah kan biler the class test is over... little did i know that i still have tones of assignments to do.. aarrgghh!!! (ni lah datang bingit niii) okay,.... enough with the bingit-ness.. i just bought myself a new phone Nokia 5320 XpressMusic version... early christmas prezzie for myself...(awww, so sweet of me) woohhoo!!!

Right now at this very moment.... im happily listening to this guy who's soo bloody talented in playing the piano, his name is David Sides.. check him out on youtube... songs like 'take a bow' by rihanna was converted into a piano version... cool ke ape?? i just love looking and listening to people playing the piano and violin. oh oh.. check out this 6 yr old girl too, Emily Bears. she's soo got talent! shheessshh.. i love her!!! soo inspiring... makes me wanna go back to old days when i was learning to play the pianoO.....

Sad me = Tantrum me

2008-11-02T20:36:00.004+08:00

I got a terribly sad news today... Wings Concert has been cancelled!!!!!!due to some miscommunication between Singapore & Kuala Lumpur counterpart.. Damn!, how much i was soo looking forward to it... planning on what to wear to the concert and all.. (lucky that i haven't bought any yet)...But how frustrating is this,.. 5 more days to concert and now it's cancelled!!! just like that!! Damn it!!

Now i don't have anything to look forward too..... And im missing Russel Peter's Show tommorrow too!! This is MAjor SADNESS!!!!

2008-11-02T00:14:00.005+08:00

We were doing our behavioural project at suntec, starbuck and guess who we saw.... Agnes Monica!!! Thanks to Harizah yang ter-perasankan dia dulu.. Agnes has lost alot of weight..she looks soo different that we weren't even sure if it was her at first.. so, Nazrin lah yang jadi 'bahan' kita hari ini untuk tanyakan kalau betul kah itu Agnes Monica?.. And the answer was 'Iyaaa'... Apa lagi.. Ambik gambar lahhh...

I just realize that i have been going to the movies quite often these days... First it was 'Oh Baby' then 'Tropic Thunder' and today i watched 'REC'. Week after week.. this is not normal for me but i guess i can get use to it. hehe.. Anyhoos, 'REC' is such a thriller!!! definitely not for the faint of heart. I was watching the movie through the spaces of my fingers almost the whole time... you just won't know what to expect. (sampai shafiq & me 'head banging', what does that mean.. the movie is scary) Glad i watched it!

( I had the most exhausting dream last night.. actually it was a great dream!!! i've been wanting to dream this dream and i even got to continue the dream after being awake for 3 times.so why was it just too damn exhausting if i got what i wanted?..shouldn't i be happy instead?)

Depavali

2008-10-28T21:29:00.005+08:00

Here are some pictures on Depavali... We went over to Dr Kishan's place and had our tummy's filled with delicious indian food! YuuummmmMY!!

Of Coz i was all dressed up in my punjabi suit, minus the veil though, because we were rushing out and i totally forgot about it. We all had a good laugh talking about matchmake marriages & how it usually last.... haha! what a topic huh'? good fun.

Mari tengok Gambar!

2008-10-27T20:34:00.007+08:00

Ini lah gambar we all we all di malam yang penuh kegembiraan... Malam K-Nite!

The Long Weekend

2008-10-27T10:50:00.002+08:00

Long weekend is almost over... (in like 13 hours time)

so i still have yet to update you about my fridays,saturdays & sundays... here we go...

well, Friday was a school day..nothing much to tell.. just that we had this enrichment programme thingy and we did a presonallity test.. I was a 'C' Person..supposedly im a task-orientated person, it says 'C's are very careful,calculating,compliant & correct behaviour...They tend not to care about the feelings of others too much.. is that true?? Nehhh... im not that all task orientated. Im a people person too definitely (if not then what am i still doing in nursing?) ..oh,oh, it also says that 'C' people are people that you can rely on best. :) :) :)

I spend my saturday as 'Perasan Penyanyi Popular'! hahah... We all went Karaoke-ing!!! BESTTT GILLLERR!!!.. We went to Cash Studio just behind Forum, Next to HArdRock CAfe in Orchard. For that 3 Hours, we get to sing our lungs out, Lots of songs to Choose from.. Fantastic! well done cash studio! i had the best time 'Pekik-Terlolong'.... (Gang Giler, we should all go there one day) *pictures will be posted soon*

Sunday : Spend my morning at LongVale resident centre @ Bedok Reserviour... helping out with the bone check up thingy...Boring Lah!!! Pagi-Pagi lagi dah kena Lecture dengan Uncle Taxi... i said i wanted to go to "bedok reserviour blk 775" and he was like, "itu blk is at bedok reserviour View.... bukan bedok reserviour..." and go on and on about how i didn't say bedok reserviour VIEW... LAYAN KANN!!! (Tetapi dalam hati- Apek ni memang nak kena jotos dengan aku)
I went over to Mak Besar's Place after... Just to see Baby Ryan... We're suppose to lepak at ToysRus but tak jadi because Ryan just found out that he was abandoned by his parents and he wasn't in a good mood.... heheheh!!!! He is soo CUTE!!!! The lil' Smarty Pants...he loves it when people talk's to him, he will reply you in baby language..We can actually have quite a long conversation (cutekannnn....Geramnyee!!) & to have a blog of his own. Amazingly Clever for a 2 month old kid.

Today is Deepavali... Happy Deepavali to all my indian friends who is celebrating this special day!!! Enjoy!!!

Zipper Zip

2008-10-23T08:05:00.002+08:00

Im suppose to be in school right now listening to Mdm Mages lecture, but i am NOT... why is that?? Because my freaking uniform BROKE, the zip broke and my other uniform is in the wash and i have no more uniform... what a morning mann!! And dad scolded me... he said im not careful and that i only have 2 uniforms.. i was like.. How careful can you be while zipping the zip?? Yes Yes, i only have 2 uniforms... that is because i don't see the need of buying another 1.. if all this while i can deal with 2 uniforms, why not now? (when im only left with 6 more months)...
besides that, i don't fancy the new uniform.. but i guess if i can't repair the broken zip.. i'll have to buy a new uniform...

Now im feeling 'Malas' to go to school...

If I Were a Boy

2008-10-22T19:14:00.002+08:00

Check out this new song by Beyonce "If I Were a Boy"....
(Lyrics to it)
If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it cause they stick up to me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,waiting for me to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,think i'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrooong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand and yes, you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl, Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

2008-10-22T18:01:00.002+08:00

So Many Assignments DUE.....!!!! i think it's just soo cruel for all the teachers to plan to give out assignments all at one shot... AARRGGHH!!! (Boleh stress lah gini macam)
Chill Nadia, Chill... We'll get it done eventually....

Monday BluesS?

2008-10-20T22:31:00.003+08:00

Its a stereotype about mondays that when it's monday, it's always associated with "it's not going to ba a good day, day"... And honestly im one of those people who associates monday with not a good day.. just because it's The beginning of another week and The end of "the Weekends"... but lately i've been enjoying my mondaysss..And i always can't wait for mondays because i can't wait to watch 'the monday night laughs' with starworld (channel 18 on starhub).. i look forward for this and somehow when im reminded of the shows, it makes me laugh. (so can you see how its related to how it makes my mondays not soo bad??)

2030-2100 : F.r.i.e.n.d.s
2100-2130 : My Wife & Kids (this is like the most 'Funniest' show eva') Favourites*
2130-2200 : 8 Simple Rules
2200-2230 : Hope & Faith
2230-2300 : That 70's Show

two and a half hours of laughter...all thanks to StarWorld! its great i tell you..and as a healthcare personal i strongly advise you to go watch 'the monday night laughs' on starworld.. you know what people say, Laughing is the best medicine*... hahah!

2008-10-19T14:11:00.002+08:00

Janganlah meninggalkan orang yang kita 'SAYANG' untuk orang yang kita 'SUKA', kerana orang yang kita 'SUKA' akan pergi meninggalkan kita untuk orang yang dia 'SAYANG'... Jangan cuba dapatkan apa yang kita 'SAYANG', tapi sayangilah dengan apa yang kita ada.. Hidup tak semestinya terlalu sempurna... Tak perlu terlalu kaya dan tak perlu terlalu terkenal... tetapi selagi ada teman yang mengingati, ia sudah lebih dari mencukupi...

Persahabatan yang sejati akan membawa kerinduan serta kekal abadi...Sesungguhnya persahabatan itu lebih uggul berbanding dari alam percintaan...Tanpa persahabatan, percintaan itu akan berakhir... Tetapi tanpa percintaan, persahabatan itu boleh kekal... Oleh itu hargailah nilai kasih sayang dan cinta sejati sebuah kisah persahabatan.

I stumble upon this while browsing through someone's blog and i love it. so i thought i'd like to share it with you... ;)

Exemplary Mother 2008

2008-10-19T00:27:00.006+08:00

Puan Zainab Khamis giving Mrs Wee Kim Wee a bouquet of flowers for a token appreciation

Exemplary Mothers 2008

President of Jamiyah, Mr Abu Bakar Maidin

Guest-of-Honour, Mr Teo Chee Hean

Students of Jamiyah Child Care Centre doing their hindi dance (Comel gilerr diorang semua)

Aliff Aziz

Nasir Wahab

Francisca Peter,Mum & Me

Desserts

Perkumpulan Kebudayaan Tunas Sariwana (Johor)

This Years Ibu Teladan organized by Jamiyah was again held at Swiss Hotel,Raffles City Convention Centre. Fun?..hmm, wouldn't really consider it fun like old days.. I guess i just grew out of it, i now find the function boring.. Further more i was really not in the mood.. i had to travel all the way to City Hall alone (What do u expect? Dah siap cantik-cantik then kena travel jauh-jauh, seorang diri pulak tu... Tak best nyee!!) and developed blisters on both legs from wearing that pointed shoe's again..Arrgghh! (To be reminded that i shall bite all my brand new shoe's from now on)
Among the artis that was there just now was Fancisca Peter, Nasir Wahab & Aliff Aziz. (Not my cup of tea but Francisca was Great LAh! & friendly too!).. Almost to the end of the function, Udin Spilled a cup of coffee all over me, which made me more freaking pissed off (And tak boleh nak marah dia pasal semua ada di meja..lagi lah my blood go upstairs kan) .. & Yayang was bugging me to take her go and play outside.. yups! reaches my boiling points, i have losted my patiences... so i got up and just left them and went to the toilet to clean after myself (Yayang followed of coz). *Sigh* Just wasn't my Day!

How Time Really Fly

2008-10-17T21:00:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO G.G !

Yesterday was Shahidah aka G.G's 18th b'day. And we had planned a surprise b'day party for her. Credits to Nurul for doing all the planning. It went smoothly as G.G didn't have a clue at all about it. Poor Harizah who had to tumpang Nazrin to go pick up the cake, Credits to both of them too. Here are some pictures, More on my Facebook! Enjoy!

Let 'KAKAK' do all the potong-potongs.

Shafiq gets excited when his name was first in the card. (Apa daa fiq..)

The Perlini's Silver Necklace for her. (Very Girly)

The Suap-Menyuaps

Group PhotoO (Mana Fatt & Naz??)

Group photoO (Mana Nazrin nii??)

'D' Girls

B'day girl needs to be sabo' of coz

Anyways....

I was walking home from school with Harizah & Shafiq today and i was thinking to myself... time really flyss... It's already Friday!!! (Not like im not looking forward for the weekends) but a week passed me by like a blink of an eye. I must have really enjoyed myself in school huh'?.. hahah.. Counting: We're now only left with 6 weeks of school.. 6 weeks til exams.. 6 weeks left for us (Harizah&Shafiq) to walk home from school together.. 6 weeks left for me to enjoy my classmates crazy acts.. Mashyallah...
Time Really FlysSs...

SCHOOL

2008-10-13T19:55:00.002+08:00

We're back in Campus!!!

selected to Onco's class.. which was a great news because i wanted to do onco and i got it and when i get what i want it makes me happy... *BIG SMILE*

so now we're back in campus 2.2 ,our last chance to be in campus with our friends... so i've deceided that nothing should get in the way of me having fun this semester.. like people always say "Study Hard but Play Harder"..

Our Section Head had pointed out some facts on "real Nursing world" today and it got me thinking.. (like it's still in my head right now thinking about what she had said)... i mean, yeah im excited to go out and be a nurse but somehow it's freaking me out too even though we've been out campus doing our attachments.. i still can't believe im actually going to be nursing people,sick people (you see, I've never thought in my wildest dreams that im going to be a nurse oneday & look what i've become)...

so, when i was walking home from school today with Harizah.. i was telling her how SCARED i was to be out nursing sick people, having that big responsibility on you,making your own money(maybe my last raya to get duit raya!! *sedih tau*),working with new colleagues whom i might not work well with (shall work on my communicative skills), may not have the time to spend quality time with family and friends and most of all is to just grow up.. how i hate to just grow up!!!...but i guess everyone will have to go through this huh'...

Nways, my sister made my day... she didn't do anything though.. she just said that the song Mercy by Duffy reminded her of me very much...haha.. weird huh'.. something like that could make me happy..i think it's just that because she said that she was busy and she couldn't talk for long but she just wanted to tell me that, that song reminded her of me just made me happy somehow.. i think im missing her alot!! i want november to come quick but at the same time i don't because i don't want to leave school....

Im going to make my 2.2 in-campus as FUN as possible..(so guys, who's with me??) :D

HPSN Conference

2008-10-11T19:18:00.008+08:00

Fatin aka TinTin & Nadia

Harizah & Nadia

Nadia & Maznah

Harizah,Wandi & Nadia

"Good Morning, This way to the auditorium for registration".. this was what i had to say the whole morning for the past 2 days.

"Door Closing" "Level Three".. this was what i heard the whole morning for the past 2 days as i was stationed infront of the 3rd level lift landing.

That's WE

End of Day 1 conference. Debrief session. (Penat tauu..)

"Only tall people can take this shot" says Yue Ying.

Student Usher's group photo.

This was at 7.30AM.. We were all ready with a big smile to welcome the participants.

Harizah & Nusrat trying to model.

A pretty garden surrounded by PrettY ladies.

So i was one of the student usher's for the HPSN (Human Patient Simulation Network) Conference held in ITE College East. Wonderful experience because i had never done something like this before but to be reminded that if i were to ever do it again, i shall go find the most comfortable shoes to wear because right now my feet are killing me.. going around with pointed shoes with a little heel was such a bad idea.

But Overall, i had a great time being an usher.. hehe'.. Looking all smart with blazer and scarf thingy aroung our necks..taking pictures here and there..get to meet doctors,nurses and all... & we even get paid for this...Fantastic huh'!

2008-10-08T17:46:00.002+08:00

This happy song is stuck in my head and i can't stop singing it. I'm Yours by Jason Mraz.

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate
our time is short this is our fate
I'm yours

Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours
so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, uhh this, uhh this is our fate,
I'm yours

Raya Outings

2008-10-08T12:34:00.008+08:00

The 1st option Guy. Omar. (Betul tak tipu..) ;P

Favourite girl, Hari-Hari Harizah.

The couple's of the year... (Aren't they all sweet?)

My gorgeous living street directory cum camera girl. FEZZAH is her name.

Favourite girls.

Boys. (Omar wasn't here because he was LATE)

Seri's Place.

Mon's Place.

Fezza's Place.

Shahidah's Place.

Girls.

Anyway people, i've tried my hardest to put the pictures in order but being me who tends to forget& lazy to amend, the pictures are no longer in order. Enjoy!

(Thank you to all for making this outing happen. Everyone is Appreciated.)

More pictures.

2008-10-04T17:58:00.007+08:00

Mak Besar & Cik Yan's Family visited our place. And It's confirm that Ryan Iskandar don't really fancy his Chi'ya that much, according to Kak D, He doesn't seem to like pretty girls yet.... yup its true kak D, i think when he grows up he'll chill with us more..for now he is still blinded from the beauty's... hehe.. Enjoy the pictures!

Untittle

2008-10-04T13:25:00.007+08:00

I swear i didn't take this picture.

This is Angah aka Firdaus...

Specially taken for someone special.

Eid Mubarak 2008

2008-10-02T01:17:00.005+08:00

"Mintak Mak Kueh sepotong saya mahu makan kerna perut kosong"

yeay yeay yeay HAri raya!

Very satisfied with today because after soo long.. we as a family berjalan raya lagi!!! kakak dengar tak??? our dad with his baju melayu and kain samping.. im touch and soo happy! and i love today. So,Now, im just waiting for my sister to come home and beraya with us again just like old times that i miss very much. Being apart hurts.

Enjoy the pictures. All taken on the first day of Aidilfitri 08'.

Selamat BerHari Raya

2008-10-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

Salam Lebaran kepada semua umat Islam di seluruh dunia, tulus ikhlas dari hati.

Specially Didicated to my sister Atiqah, yang tidak beraya di singapura tahun ini.. Nadia minta ampun maaf jikalau terkasar bahasa... Don't worry i'll do you a favour and eat 2 servings ok..1 for me & 1 for you, i'll risk getting fat just for YOU tau.... see how nice your lil' sister is!
I miss you to bits and i can't wait for you to come home so we can just hang out!

SELAMAT BERHARI RAYA!!!!!!!! Kita Enjoy!!!! pictures will be posted asap coz i've got a new camera people... :D

EYE MAKE-UP

2008-09-28T00:18:00.002+08:00

I am in love with eye make up currently...
so i went to youtube to go look for any online eye make up tutorials and guess what i found..
i have found this very useful website on make-up's.. woohhoo!! and im in love with it!

www.makeupgeek.com

it's the best, useful site for make-up geeks like me! ( And i bet kak ikin & Along will love it too )

Surviving

2008-09-27T22:08:00.005+08:00

Right now at this very moment.. Im soo Very Upset!!! we just received a call and 2 more cake lapis kopi was ordered. And ibu of coz being all very nice not thinking of her poor child who has been stuck in the kitchen 24.7 the whole week. Agreed!.
And Guess what! the Cake lapis nightmare is back again. ARRGGHHH!!!!!!
im soo fed up. Being Ibu, she said that she'll do it but how can i have the heart to just seat back to relax and enjoy, while my mum is breaking her back doing cake lapis.. soo, yea,now i have to do it.

I hate the fact that we berhutang budi with people soo much.. and we can't say 'No' because Tak Baik and somehow this is one of the cara to balas budi? tapi sampai bila ?? sampai bila kita kena berbalas budi.. are we even being appreciated ?? Our penat lelah, Is it worth it ?...

I guess it's only 2 more cake lapis... im surviving...

2008-09-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

Yes! i've made it through...
Cake Lapis for people's order is officially done.. (by me & Ibu) just the two of us, but most of the time was by myself.. Syabas Nadia!
Kaki sakit..semua sakit..Thanks ehh'...

In 5 days we manage to make 16 cake lapis rempah & 12 cake lapis kopi.. it was hell i tell you, HeLL!! Never want to do it ever again!! Especially not alone!!
And everytime ibu comes home, we would quarell over cake lapis.. im tired and she's tired and when you put 2 TIRED ladies in the kitchen, get ready for some screamming...
And I didn't get to buka together while everyone's eating at the dinner table because i'd be in the kitchen taking care of the cakes in the oven.. sedih tau buka sorang-sorang kat dapur. Takpe, it's over now. YEAY!!!

Funday

2008-09-24T00:06:00.002+08:00

Today was a fun day, you know why?? Because i didn't have to make cakes at all.. (oh well, had to help ibu out after i got back from kak ikin's) but yea, its not like the whole day i bake kan.. phew! SALAMAT!!

Thank you to kak ikin & Family for inviting me iftar at their place cum a b'day celebration for her.. Cake chocolate dia BEST!!! pakal jee dah kenyang kalau tak memang habis ku bedal.. haha.
Carried Ryan alot today.. he didn't like me at first but then i guess he got comfortable and slept soundly in my arms..(kita buat kecoh pun dia tak bangun) best betul dukung budak kecik ni,walaupun berat tapi he is soo nice to hug.. Ryan Iskandar is Huggable!! (macam Chi'ya dia jugak) ;P

I don't want this night to end. Malas nya nak buat cake besok... *Sigh*
Better to get it done and over with.

Tired.

2008-09-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

Im soo Tired already and this is only the first day and start of making the cakess..
oh my oh my, how am i gonna get through this??... inshyallah, i hope i get it all done, hopefully by this weekend lah, kalau tak, siapa nak kemas bilik ku yang berselerak tuhh... aarrgghh~~

10- Cake Lapis Rempah (10"10)
6- Cake Lapis Rempah (8"8)
12- Cake Lapis Kopi (10"10)
3- Fruit Cake
2- Fruit Cake Kukus

(And Ibu wants to make kek gulung. Is she sure that we'll have time for that? No,No,No)

Wow!! This is more then i expected.. Stress nyeeeee!!!!!! and we're only left with a week til Raya.. Amacam ni??!! I might just be too tired to even enjoy my raya. *Sigh*

Raya on the way

2008-09-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

So Raya is Just around the corner... alamak!! kuih Raya tak habis buat lagi... nampaknya raya this year will be very exhausting for me again lah eh'.
so why? just because im on school holidays now.. hump!
how i wish i have ramai adik-beradik to help around the house.

but hey'.. i still can't wait for raya though.. Duit raya!!! hahaha.... boleh lah buat beli Camera.. wohoo!!

for now, stuck in the kitchen all day long.............

The Center of my universe

2008-09-20T15:29:00.000+08:00

You're the sweet dreams that soothe me, When I can't fall asleep
You're the field in the middle of the city, When I'm rushing by at the speed of light
You're the strong resolution when I find no peace
You're the church bells ringing in the evening
When all is quiet,You whisper comfort
That lifts my heart I get so weak

You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe

A thousand times I look around me and I find Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A million ways could not explain You're lovely
You're the soft words that touch me When I just can't speak
You're the breeze on the ocean in the morning,Reminding me to greet the day
You're the flowers I remember seeing in Italy
Colors through a golden haze
Bright and radiant, soft and fragrant In the noon day sun, it makes me sing

You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe

I understand there may be grief And there may be pain
But I'm aware You blind the darkness With Who You are Because...

You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe

Finally..

2008-09-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

Oh yea.. got myself a blog. been wanting to make one since forever but just couldn't find the time. time is precious, yes,yes it's true.