It's a whole week of lectures.... and lectures for another 3 more weeks. They say it's the honeymoon period.. i must say it's totally not honeymoon LAH, when all we do is sit and listen... learning, recapping, refreshing of memory i say... that's not honeymoon. It's like getting ready for a war,fight, exam.. like some competition..... it is afterall a very competitive world out there... when the asst. director of nursing was giving her talk, she was talking about all sorts of stuff...Interesting indeed! sometimes demorallizing.... i remembered she was asking 'What do you see yourself in 3 years time?'.. Honestly, i really don't know... i don't know if i'll ever be a registered Nurse... Looks like im just demoralize at the moment. i really have to work hard and enjoy my work to score that staff appraisal... or else im just equivalent to dead!...

oh well, enough of that.. i need to do some thanking!!!
i have a list of people to thank and i'd like to thank them here in my blog.... :)

* to Kak Long Yati..... im soo glad i borrowed that formal outfit from you because that top really made me feel like a stewardess... haha... tak dapat jadi stewardess, dapat berangan kat graduation pun jadi lah.... haha.. Thank you soo much!!

*to All/Everyone who visited my mother who was sick lately... thank you very much for the care and concern... i very much appreciate it!!! my mum is recovering well with all the support she got.. THANKS!!!!

*to Aunty Rahmah/Aunty Jan.... Thank you for getting the family a water filter kinda product called RX Water.... which cost like a thousand plus.. was a present to mum but benefits the family as well.... Appreciate it! thanks...

*to Kak yani and Kak ikin.... for spending time with me last sunday.. was hell lot of fun!!! from 12 noon to 2 am... was quite a talk huh'.... Thanks girls!!

ok...that's all for now...and thank you god im still alive!!! Amin.

Friends???

why do i feel like not going for graduation anymore?? has the time past or i just can't stand the fact that i have to face a friend?? or shall i call it 'once upon a time friend' perhaps... i don't know.... it's just soo frustrating to know that 'yea, real friends are really hard to find'... it suck... and for people like me who thinks highly of my friends, who appreciate my friends, who doesn't want to lose a friend, who hates to know that i have enemies.... i guess everyone go through this kind of period whereby she thinks she's losing a friend.... what the hell am i talking about?? i grew up losing friends, making new friends.... so, why am i not used to it yet?? maybe because i thought i had something special, a friendship i cherish but its all going down the drain now...
come back to the real world nadia.... i guess it wasn't meant to be...so lets just let it go.

Pulau Buru

Im sure it never too late to be blogging about my, a week ago trip to Pulau Buru.... My 1st ever trip (well, not really.... According to my parents i've been there once when i was 6 months old and i could remember nothing of coz) So basically this is my 1st ever trip that i could remember of to Pulau Buru... :)

So where do i start... life in Buru is just like any other kampung life anyone could imagine... Pokok kelapa, Air perigi, Rumah Pondok, Mosqitos, Hutan, cementry and lots of cats around etc, etc....(only that, we get special treatment as whatever we want we get it straight away.. Cool Kan) anyway, so i wasn't much prepared for all this when i said yes to the trip...

and i was overwhelmed...

for the first few hours i was traumatized with all the nyamuk bites, Cats (im scared of cats), Hot weather, TOILETS.... (and to make it worst, i really had to pee real bad when i first arrived).

And so i learn, Never to go Buru when there's a wedding because you do not get that much of the attention because everyone will be pretty much B.U.S.Y....and there wouldn't be bikes for us to be wondering about around the pulau. so, We were spilted into two groups to go visit kubur badang... it was hell of an experience riding the bike up, down hills into the jungle....

As promise, otak2 udang was handmade right there and then, espeacially for us... Sedap Gilerrr!!! im soo going to buru again for this otak2...

The Fresh Coconut drinks.... Wonderful!

Ini lah dia, Kubur Badang....

When we first arrived and noone was there to pick us up and i really had to pee really really bad...

We took this speedboat to pulau Buru from tg. Balai... Syiok tau... i thought i'd be scared but it was real fun and laju... best !!!

( but now that the mums tahu that there's a larger boat that stops to buru every now and then... i don't know if i'll ever get to ride on one of this anymore....)

despite the traumatizing, food poisoning bad experience.... I SOOO want to go to Buru again for sure... with my sister and all my beautiful cousins... And if you go with anak2 cik lamat, you'll get the extra treaments and feel like a princess.. who doesn't want to feel like a princess, tell me...

And yes, we tend to appriciate our climax, environment, toilets more... i know i do.