Hellozz people.... its been awhile since i blog...i know...lazy me... oh no, wait, not lazy lahh... B.U.Z.Y!!...

its been 2 weeks now of attachment, this is our last attachment and then off we go on our own.... an Enrolled Nurse, its scary to just think about it... i don't think im ready to be on my own yet... i guess i'll have to try since im basically gonna be on my own in the ward now because im teamed up with 'sememek' and her friend, so obviously im gonna be alone.. so i guess i'll have to learn to not depend on friends now coz i don't have any friendss... Shitzo !!!!
Starting from today im officially gonna be the most miserable girl in town.. but only for this 3 horrible weeks... DAMN IT!!! ( Maybe god plan all this to make me a better person..? humm... but im already a better person and i'll be a better, better person if i get to work with people i like) *SIGH*

oh well, life is hard and unfair and boring and it kinda sux for me right now... and i gotta live and learn............................